As I look back, I wonder… was I just playing dumb? Was it willful ignorance? Or did I need to believe in the massive illusion of love to fully benefit from the experience?
It’s clearly crazy now, what I once thought was my destiny. I fought so hard and so long to be with a lying, cheating, alcoholic. Did he put a spell on me? Maybe, but the magic’s worn off.
His heart was a block of ice. I thought I could heal him by loving him unconditionally. My love became his supply. He fed off my energy and provided nothing in return but lies and manipulation.
I asked spirit for the truth and the truth was revealed. The truth set me free. The cycle is closed. The nightmare is complete.
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